for this once

for this once,

can i break down and cry?

for this once,

can i show that i'm not that strong?

for this once,

can i be selfish?

for this once,

can i be mad at you and yell and slap you in the face?

for this once,

can i call you and tell you how jerky you are?

for this once,

i wanna let everything out,

tell you i love you

and left nothing.