11.10.10

don't feel.

stop feeling anything
that actually doesn't exist.

nothing will happen.

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hate.

yes,
i hate you that much.
that's why i keep turning my back on you.

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i told myself : never again.
i guess i didn't listen.

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insecure.

for a security-conscious 
i now feel very insecure.

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5.10.10

curse.

to bend and break.
to feel what i felt.
i curse.
to make life fair.

in every cell of yours.
you'll feel it.

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son.of a gun.

tell me what's on your mind, son of a gun?
to have done such things.

tell me, lucky son of a gun.

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