whatever you said.

whatever you said you're not

that's what you are.

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don't feel.

stop feeling anything

that actually doesn't exist.

nothing will happen.

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hate.

yes,

i hate you that much.

that's why i keep turning my back on you.

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i told myself : never again.

i guess i didn't listen.

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insecure.

for a security-conscious 

i now feel very insecure.

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curse.

to bend and break.

to feel what i felt.

i curse.

to make life fair.

in every cell of yours.

you'll feel it.

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son.of a gun.

tell me what's on your mind, son of a gun?

to have done such things.

tell me, lucky son of a gun.

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