my.oh.my

all of the barrier i built

was half crashed just because of your words.

you can still turn my whole world upside down.

again.

not good.

--

drown.

barely breathing.

trouble hanging.

caused by seeing you living your life easily.

--

momentarily.

as if i was

momentarily drawing your blank canvas.

just.momentarily

and.how i hate that

--

you don't.really

i was never really in your sight.

you don't see me.

you see right through me.

so you go, and i will be okay.

--

this is when.

when everything crash and burn

it's been a beautiful lie.

yesterday.today.tomorrow.

fade away.

--

dear friends.with broken hearts.

if you have to crawl,

then crawl.

it's better than no movement at all.

: )

--

it has come to my logic,

that

it's not about us.

it's about you.

--

i will.always.know

nothing left to feel but hollowness.

many times, many times i repeat,

you.don't.have.to.lie

i'll always know.

--

always.already gone

can't believe that i remember 

every detail

every reason

every answer for my every why

in time when you already gone.

--

half.life

maybe, I need to see the daylight

to leave behind this half-life
don't you see I'm breaking down

lately, something here don't feel right
this is just a half-life
is there really no escape?
no escape from time
of any kind

-- walrus

'cause lately something here don't feel right

this is just a half-life,
without you I am breaking down

wake me, let me see the daylight
save me from this half-life
let's you and I escape
escape from time

come on lets fall in love again

-- whale

half-life.

duncan sheik.

--

logic vs idea.

i know this decision is logical

i know it is

but i just can't bear the idea

--

frustrated.

do you know how frustrating it is

not to be able to keep the person you love

happy?

--

you.understand?

"please do understand"

you?

do you understand?

--

the thoughts of.losing you

you are not the center of my world.

if we part, there will be a huge hole inside my heart,

that feels like losing your other hand.

and the world will tumbling down,

for sometime.

but that will be all.

you, will lose someone you never thought you're needed for life.

your lost.

--

murderer.

hate.hate.hate

i always hate the truth.

and the worst,

i hate to murder the truth.

--

walking.after you

Tonight I'm tangled in my blanket of clouds dreaming aloud.

Things just won't do without you, matter of fact.

i'm on your back.

--

still.lie

i thought we've passed the insecurity issues.

--

i.said

take your moment away from me

i didn't imagine it would be this hard.

but it seems so easy for you.

--

cold.

cold.

this situation is way too cold.

:(

--

what he hates.

"i hate demanding and judging girls

and i hate when they told me what i have to do"

a friend told me.

you're an eye opener.

i should've known better.

thanks, Veck.

:)

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