sad.sad.sad.

it feels sad,

when you have time,

and we don't have us.

--

your name.

every cell in my body keeps on calling your name

even in my sleep.

--

sunday.for ears

our sundays were beautiful

so i made a special one for you this sunday

for your ears :)

--

worth.fighting.for

i just can't stop fighting for us,

coz we're worth fighting for.

as long as i can still do something,

why wouldn't i do it?

--

always.already gone

can't believe that i remember 

every detail

every reason

every answer for my every why

in time when you already gone.

--

don't do.if you.

but at the end,

i don't want you to do something you don't want to.

i heart our times, walrus.

--

sincerely.happy.together

to be sincerely happy

together.

that's all.

i'll keep on repeating this in my prayers. 

--

don't pretend.there's hope

no no no

i don't want you pretending

you've done too much, i don't want you to be one again

i'm asking for you to believe

just believe

there.is.still.hope

don't give up on hope.

been a very long way,

we'll soon be normal.

--

not now.or never

it left me with only two options,

not now.

or

never.

--

half.life

maybe, I need to see the daylight

to leave behind this half-life
don't you see I'm breaking down

lately, something here don't feel right
this is just a half-life
is there really no escape?
no escape from time
of any kind

-- walrus

'cause lately something here don't feel right

this is just a half-life,
without you I am breaking down

wake me, let me see the daylight
save me from this half-life
let's you and I escape
escape from time

come on lets fall in love again

-- whale

half-life.

duncan sheik.

--

escape.from music

it's hard to escape music

when that's what you do to make a living

like,

you wanna break from all of those music

and clear your head

and remember nothing bout you.

--

i.want us

i don't want us to fix 'us'

i just want us to be that two strangers meeting up by accident

and starting all over again by saying
"who the hell are you?"

--

bestfriend said.

"when you will always be you. and he will always be him.

things will always be like this."

"but you don't want you not to be you and he not to be him,right?"

bestfriend explained in a very logical matters.

--

logic vs idea.

i know this decision is logical

i know it is

but i just can't bear the idea

--

frustrated.

do you know how frustrating it is

not to be able to keep the person you love

happy?

--

memories.

the memories are yours to keep

don't let it affect your present

the memories are yours to keep

enjoying them is your secret,

tell nobody.

--

how much.i miss the rainbow

i dreamed about the ocean wave in rainbow colors.

--

childhood.

when the hardest decision was about chocolate or vanilla ice cream.

--

nightmare.

can you imagine how it feels

to be asleep for repeatedly just 5 minutes

and keep waking up every 5 minutes

with the same nightmare you can't seem to escape.

horrible.horrible night it was.

--

stable.

the feelings i have are still so unstable

hard to keep it up

but it's harder to keep yours stable.

--

that day.won't come

someday i'll get tired of you

someday i won't understand

someday i'll say i'll leave

i wish that day won't have to come.

--

keeping them.in my life

i made excuses for them

in order to keep them in my life.

that's just how i cope with things.

how's yours?

--

i can.live with that.but

i can live with that.

but do i have to live with those insecurities alive?

--

it is.a was

i was missing you badly and i was wanting to meet you badly

was.

now i'm scared that i will let my feelings out.

i'm too disappointed to feel happy.

--

freak folk.

what would i want?

sky.

-- Animal Collective

--

you.understand?

"please do understand"

you?

do you understand?

--

the thoughts of.losing you

you are not the center of my world.

if we part, there will be a huge hole inside my heart,

that feels like losing your other hand.

and the world will tumbling down,

for sometime.

but that will be all.

you, will lose someone you never thought you're needed for life.

your lost.

--

past.present.future

forgive and move on with your past

then

take care of your present

so it can make to the future.

--

only.me

me, only

and only me

is not enough for you?

--

no one.else

it's gotta be you

no one can deal with me better than you.

--

where.are.you

where are you

i've been looking for you anywhere.

--

i'm.home

longing for a tight hug and a whisper

"i'm home"

--

write.some love

in the huge need some hand-writing love letters.

--

murderer.

hate.hate.hate

i always hate the truth.

and the worst,

i hate to murder the truth.

--

walking.after you

Tonight I'm tangled in my blanket of clouds dreaming aloud.

Things just won't do without you, matter of fact.

i'm on your back.

--

still.lie

i thought we've passed the insecurity issues.

--

things.you see

blizzard views

it's friday.

--

some drawings.

let's get back to do some drawings

too much to think.

cry.cry.

sunset.from my window

how i love to draw (again).

pencil. drawing pen. marker.

--

take care.of

take care of your dollars,

and cents will take care of themselves.

one of my dearest friend said.

when i was about to leave the playground.

thank you Andari :)

--

i should.

be a rainbow in someone else's cloud

-- maya angelou's

a pretty quote a dear friend gave to me

:')

thanks lala.

--

look.look.look up

look look

--