whatever you said.

whatever you said you're not

that's what you are.

--

don't feel.

stop feeling anything

that actually doesn't exist.

nothing will happen.

--

hate.

yes,

i hate you that much.

that's why i keep turning my back on you.

--

i told myself : never again.

i guess i didn't listen.

--

insecure.

for a security-conscious 

i now feel very insecure.

--

curse.

to bend and break.

to feel what i felt.

i curse.

to make life fair.

in every cell of yours.

you'll feel it.

--

son.of a gun.

tell me what's on your mind, son of a gun?

to have done such things.

tell me, lucky son of a gun.

--

please, don't.

don't even try to love me,

if you still haven't figure out what you're looking for.

--

i'm sorry that:

i haven't even figure out how to forgive you.

and i'm sorry for that.

--

at least.

gently hoping that

not everybody being as fake as it seems.

--

beautiful.specific.details.

you can never replace anyone 

because everyone is made up of such beautiful specific details.

-- from a favorite movie: Before Sunset.

--

my.oh.my

all of the barrier i built

was half crashed just because of your words.

you can still turn my whole world upside down.

again.

not good.

--

melan.choly

melancholy.

in every rain. in every sunday. in every stop.

--

i woke up.and.

tell me the difference of hope and dream.

--

drown.

barely breathing.

trouble hanging.

caused by seeing you living your life easily.

--

longing hand.

this hand is waiting for it's owner to come and take it.

--

why.s

i tried to answer all of my questions about why.

the hardest one to answer is

'why were you came back.if you doubt us that much?'

--

look.away.

these shady eyes have decided to look away.

--

darkness.

erase and rewind isn't possible.

so i'm gonna start from darkness.

--

i.heard.you

i heard you.

do you heard yourself?

--

momentarily.

as if i was

momentarily drawing your blank canvas.

just.momentarily

and.how i hate that

--

you don't.really

i was never really in your sight.

you don't see me.

you see right through me.

so you go, and i will be okay.

--

this is when.

when everything crash and burn

it's been a beautiful lie.

yesterday.today.tomorrow.

fade away.

--

dear friends.with broken hearts.

if you have to crawl,

then crawl.

it's better than no movement at all.

: )

--

it has come to my logic,

that

it's not about us.

it's about you.

--

you.dont.know

you don't know what you want.

figure it out before you're too late.

--

i will.always.know

nothing left to feel but hollowness.

many times, many times i repeat,

you.don't.have.to.lie

i'll always know.

--

i...

i.know.everything

the most.comforting.place

on top of everything,

to be in your arms, is the most comforting place.

:)

--

i won't be unfair this time.

stay there.

--

can't.get.enough.of.you

can you see that we just can't get enough of each other?

--

mature.

maturity.

relationship maturation.

hope it goes well.

--

slowly.better

i don't mind being like this,

everything is just getting better.

slowly.

better.

--

you are you.i am me

i've decided to take it slower

and just go with the flow.

so you can be you and i can be me.

--

sad.sad.sad.

it feels sad,

when you have time,

and we don't have us.

--

your name.

every cell in my body keeps on calling your name

even in my sleep.

--

sunday.for ears

our sundays were beautiful

so i made a special one for you this sunday

for your ears :)

--

worth.fighting.for

i just can't stop fighting for us,

coz we're worth fighting for.

as long as i can still do something,

why wouldn't i do it?

--

always.already gone

can't believe that i remember 

every detail

every reason

every answer for my every why

in time when you already gone.

--

don't do.if you.

but at the end,

i don't want you to do something you don't want to.

i heart our times, walrus.

--

sincerely.happy.together

to be sincerely happy

together.

that's all.

i'll keep on repeating this in my prayers. 

--

don't pretend.there's hope

no no no

i don't want you pretending

you've done too much, i don't want you to be one again

i'm asking for you to believe

just believe

there.is.still.hope

don't give up on hope.

been a very long way,

we'll soon be normal.

--

not now.or never

it left me with only two options,

not now.

or

never.

--

half.life

maybe, I need to see the daylight

to leave behind this half-life
don't you see I'm breaking down

lately, something here don't feel right
this is just a half-life
is there really no escape?
no escape from time
of any kind

-- walrus

'cause lately something here don't feel right

this is just a half-life,
without you I am breaking down

wake me, let me see the daylight
save me from this half-life
let's you and I escape
escape from time

come on lets fall in love again

-- whale

half-life.

duncan sheik.

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