hello.again.

got my life back on track.

let's live.

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look.away.

these shady eyes have decided to look away.

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darkness.

erase and rewind isn't possible.

so i'm gonna start from darkness.

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the most.comforting.place

on top of everything,

to be in your arms, is the most comforting place.

:)

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mature.

maturity.

relationship maturation.

hope it goes well.

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slowly.better

i don't mind being like this,

everything is just getting better.

slowly.

better.

--

keeping them.in my life

i made excuses for them

in order to keep them in my life.

that's just how i cope with things.

how's yours?

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you.understand?

"please do understand"

you?

do you understand?

--

carl & ellie.

how i want to live like carl & ellie.

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let's get to know each other.again

the thought crossed my mind

turns out,

we haven't even have time to know each other

we're too busy dealing with each other's flaws

what if i say,

"let's get to know each other, again?"

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i love.being alone

turns out i love being alone

no one's around

:)

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sail.your boat.to home.

it's not the wind that made you powerless

you are the one who's having the oar.

so, row the boat,

sail the boat to you desired destination,

sail your boat to home.

you are not powerless.

you just have to row against the wind,

if you want to.

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give the day.a chance to start.

I know it doesn't seem that way
But maybe it's the perfect day
Even though the bills are piling
And maybe Lady Luck ain't smiling

So don't lose faith
Give the world a chance to say...

A word or two, my friend
There's no telling how the day might end
And we'll never know until we see
That there's gold in them hills

There's gold in them hills
So don't lose heart
Give the day a chance to start

- gold in them hills.[ron sexsmith ft. chris martin]

start the new day.

make promises and plans come true.

good day to you, fire-eaters!

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forget and remember.home

once in a while,

i remember how "home" feels like.

it's when we can tell about our dailies.

it's when we laugh about the same thing.

it's when we play around.

it's when we can tell about the ideas we have in our minds.

it's when we cuddle.

it's when we talked so much about everything you and i love.

once in a while i remember.

then i'll forget.

but don't worry, i'll remember again.

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un.stable

there are times, when i feel so unstable.

brain and heart.

blah.

sometimes, i just wanna live in a peaceful state of mind.

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mine?

"let it go, if it comes back, it's yours.

if it's not then maybe it was never meant to be yours"

i've let go.

it comes back.

does it mean that it's mine?

well.

what's the definition of "mine",actually?

--

say.

to not say things you wanted to say

...with everything you say

...like a glass cut thru the heart

...

but.be.true.don't.hide.anything.

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the cloud.the wind.the sun.

i have this stories in the back of my head.

a story about the cloud, the wind, and the sun.

they got stuck in my head,

it's now their permanent playground.

pen.pencil.paper.notebook.

ukh.

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growing.up

i'm not gonna be different,

i'm just growing up.

i'm not leaving the toys.

i'm just leaving the playground.

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crossroad.

"you've been giving a chance,

move fast.

don't let them think that they're wrong

to gave the chance to you."

crossroad.

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